Abt me in 2010

Year 2010... A yr full of different emotions. All binding into one little heart of mine. A gal's heart is like a riddle, nt able to get an answer yet. Im such a riddle.

I had always let emotions control me sad to say even till now. Tats y im getting hurt repeatedly. Wat am i to do who cn help me i juz waiting for tat answer :(

My Guy

I want a guy that I can be myself around.. that I can ask stupid questions and not be laughed at, but with.. I want a guy who would drive out of his way to get me, and when we don`t even leave together, he wouldnt care because he at least got to see me. I want a guy that I couldnt get mad at; that I couldn`t even pretend I was mad at because he would make me smile everytime. I want a guy that would be there for me no matter what. Aguy who would just want to hang out with me everyday. A guy whose smile would keep me wanting more. I am in love with this guy.

Beauty in luv

                                        
Look not for beauty, not for the color of skin,

but look for a heart that is loyal within.

For the beauty fades and the skin will grow old

but a heart that is loyal , will never turn cold

Love isn't a matter of finding the

right person, but creating the right
relationship. The quetion isn't how
much love there is at the beginning,
but how much love there is at the end ('',)

Loving U baby

Love is thinking about them all day

and all night no matter how hard you
try to stop. Love is every moring you
wake up he is the 1st face that pops
in your mind and the last face b4 u

fall asleep. Love is the tickles that

you get in your tummy everytime you

see their face in ur head.

Love is the warmth and protection

you felt the first time u saw him

Love is the best feeling you could

ever have U have the key to my heart

Ur the only one to come in

Someday U'll find the way!

I Love U!!! (whoever/wherever u r)

He holds me when I start to cry,

makes me smile with just his eyes,

shares my hopes, dreams, fears,

whipes away all my tears,

I love him without regret,

But yet I just havent found him yet.........

Year 2010

Finally year 2009 is over....
been a very tough year full of disappointments, pain, hurt etc...
lost and still losing my loved ones one by one...
but life still goes on for me....

Year 2010....

I have no expectations....

life had been going up and down....

But im still wishing for the one person....

who will wipe my tears off...

feel my life with happiness and joy....

someone who will make me feel secured...

the one who will realli love me till the end.....

Puppy love is I love you because I need you......

Mature love is I need you......

because I love you.....

Someone once called a friend

Friendship is something built with trust, sincerity, care and concern. U became my friend, a good well wisher. My mind was strong however yours was weak. You fell for me...you told me but I refused I was honest to tell you that I was not prepared. I didnt hate you for that..but you stopped talking to me from that day. Is this what u call a friendship? A real friend is one who walks in when the rest of the world walks out yet you walked out because of the difference you forgot to see between friendship and love. I never blame you for loving me but hurts when you don't even want to treasure the friendship we shared for so long. The friendship we were having for months was demolished in one minute.

Lonely

Nowadays loneliess is killing me day by day...
adding on is the words by some people which is
 piercing thru me like a knife each day.
Its the year end ,the whole world is waiting to welcome the new year ahead
 but for me living past each day is already a big thing to do nowadays.
The best thing in these no one realise how much im suffering cause
I laugh smile infront of them n cry within me. The least I could do now.

Giving up

 I have learned that stuff happens, people change

 It doesnt mean you forget the past or try to cover it up

 It simply means that you move on and treasure the memories

 letting go doesnt mean giving up,

 Its just accepting the fact that some things werent meant to be

 I force a smile, blink away the tears


Im {supposed to}be strong

{supposed to} have no fears

but im finding it hard not to be sad

im such a {s t r o n g }person

...why am i breaking down…
 
But one thing is for sure..Im losing my close friends one by one...

Me

Everyone sees who I appear to be

But only a few know the real me

You only see what I choose to show

There’s so many things behind my smile

You just don’t know…

From JeStEr

" Life Has Its Proz & Conz Like a Rose With Tornz...!! J3St3R !!"