Someone once called a friend

Friendship is something built with trust, sincerity, care and concern. U became my friend, a good well wisher. My mind was strong however yours was weak. You fell for me...you told me but I refused I was honest to tell you that I was not prepared. I didnt hate you for that..but you stopped talking to me from that day. Is this what u call a friendship? A real friend is one who walks in when the rest of the world walks out yet you walked out because of the difference you forgot to see between friendship and love. I never blame you for loving me but hurts when you don't even want to treasure the friendship we shared for so long. The friendship we were having for months was demolished in one minute.

Lonely

Nowadays loneliess is killing me day by day...
adding on is the words by some people which is
 piercing thru me like a knife each day.
Its the year end ,the whole world is waiting to welcome the new year ahead
 but for me living past each day is already a big thing to do nowadays.
The best thing in these no one realise how much im suffering cause
I laugh smile infront of them n cry within me. The least I could do now.

Giving up

 I have learned that stuff happens, people change

 It doesnt mean you forget the past or try to cover it up

 It simply means that you move on and treasure the memories

 letting go doesnt mean giving up,

 Its just accepting the fact that some things werent meant to be

 I force a smile, blink away the tears


Im {supposed to}be strong

{supposed to} have no fears

but im finding it hard not to be sad

im such a {s t r o n g }person

...why am i breaking down…
 
But one thing is for sure..Im losing my close friends one by one...

Me

Everyone sees who I appear to be

But only a few know the real me

You only see what I choose to show

There’s so many things behind my smile

You just don’t know…

From JeStEr

" Life Has Its Proz & Conz Like a Rose With Tornz...!! J3St3R !!"

Drowning

 I was a ship at sea

Choosing my own way
Drifting ever aimlessly

Both night and day
My course was uncertain
I faced the storms alone

Fought the wind, waves and rain
Wishing, wanting a place to call home


As the storms raged on
The clouds thick and dark
I had drifted so far gone
No hope for a new start


As I began to sink
My strength had been expelled
Can't go on I thought
Too long on my own I have dwelled


When at the end I was sure
I saw a brilliant light
It was majestic and pure
The most beautiful sight


With what strength remained
To the light I did turn
Lost, broken and ashamed
Knowing it would always burn


But when I was near it grabbing it firmly
Without giving me a chance
It vanished completely
Leaving me aimlessly


The light I speak of
Not a bulb or flame
But my guy’s Love
No other is the same

The Miracle Of Friendship

There is a miracle called Friendship

that dwells within the heart

and you don't know how it happens

or when it even starts.

But the happiness it brings you

always gives a special lift

and you realize that Friendship

                                   is God's most precious gift.

Guys & Gals

When you are extremely down you look for a good friend to lean on , to cry on or to be your morale support but are they thinking the same?

Why are guys so selfish to use an injured heart to get what they want for themselves
is it fair?

In a name of helping they make use of us without even realising they are hurting us eventually why is that so?

Why fake when u are not genuine in the 1st place?

Why can't a guy be a good friend to a girl without reminding the girl that after all HE is a typical guy too?

Why does a guy talks sweetly nicely like a real gentlement but when you meet him its the complete opposite and further more they come with their motive already fixed ?

I simply just can't get the answers for these questions. The way guys think is so much different from a girl.

What a girl really mean.........

When a gal say she is feeling down what a girl need is a shoulder to cry , listening ear or a comforting hug not sex.

When a gal cry the gal expect the guy to wipe the tears and maybe hug her or atleast hold her hands and tell her 'Im here for u' not to say 'hey you must forget this and move on'. Obviously we gals know we got to move on.

When a gal talks about her past give a listening ear don't give critisizing remarks.

When a gal look for you is because she needs someone... she is hurt and lonely. She is not asking for a sex partner. And for god sake sex cant nurse an injured heart all the time. I just dont know how guys get the mindset that sex can cure everything and make you forget things. If it cures its a temporary thing after that the pain is there but it will become worst. The existing pain and one more is a question a gal will get deep in her heart ,why am i being used like this? Pleasure is a few minutes thing but the guilt is ever there for long in a gal's heart which alot of guys do not realise.

And its true when they say Woman are from Venus & Mens are from Mars.

I Love U (",)

I Love U- The magical 3 words which binds two hearts together
I Love U- The universal code to express ones feelings to another

I Love U- The days where you will feel like u r in cloud nine

I Love U- U told me those the 1st time I felt I was flying high
I Love U- U told me those the 2nd time I felt loved
I Love U- U told me those the 3rd time I felt gifted
I Love U- U told me those the 4th time I felt I was the lucky one in this world
I Love U- U told me those the 5th time I found it was not the same as the 1st time u told me

I Love U- U told me those the 6th time I found out you were drifting away from me
I Love U- U told me those the 7th time I found that words were getting difficult to pass through us
I Love U- U told me those the 8th time I found that love was changing into hatres
I Love U- U told me those the 9th time I found that there were no place for words but only tears were left behind
I Love U- U told me those the 10th time I found that you were missing completely from my side.

Never the last I will love you till my last breath dear......

Perfect guy

A man bought 12 flowers. 11 real and 1 fake. He said, "I will love you until the last flower dies.

A story which impressed me

A girl asked a boy if she was pretty, he said "No". She asked him if he wanted to be with her forever, he said "No". Then she asked him if he would cry if she walked away, he said "No". She had heard enough; she needed to leave.

As she walked away he grabbed her arm and told her to stay. He said "You're not pretty, you're beautiful. I don`t want to be with you forever, I need to be with you forever. And I wouldn't cry if you walked away, I would die."

Eyes

The beauty of a woman is not in the clothes she wears, the figure that


she carries, or the way she combs her hair. The beauty of a woman must

be seen in her eyes, because that is the doorway to her heart - the

place where love resides."

Missing you

I miss the way he gazed into my eyes.
How he held on tight,
Always making me feel secured.
Saying farewell took all my happiness.
I would leave him with a kiss hoping he couldn't see my sadness.
I miss the way he took away my fears,
It was an amazing thing.
The way he made me smile when there was
nothing but tears.
I lay here at night and remember the time that we spent,
Laying under the stars,
Me thinking he was god sent.
Him claiming the night belongs to us only,
And remembering the evening's every event.

He stopped caring,
3months ago today.
I sit here shocked
Thinking about what when wrong.
I miss him so much.
I just want one last kiss.
To feel his touch,
That for sure I will miss.
Even though he had hurt me alot.
Had killed me alive
Even though alot of people asking me to forget him
To hate him , to seek revenge on him.
I know I got to move on in life
I guess I should let his memory flow out of my mind but
Yet I will still miss him.
Yes, I will miss him very much

venaa venaa'nu nenaikaleye nannum unna verukaleye
kaanum kaanumnu ni theyda kadhal onnum tholaiyileye
onna iruntha nyabagatha nenjjodu cherthu vechchan
thaniya irukkum valiyamattum

thaniya anubavichen.........

Dedicated to my Close friend

A story tells that two friends were walking through the desert.

During some point of the Journey they had an Argument, and one friend slapped the other one on the face. The one who got slapped was hurt, but without saying anything, wrote in the sand:

TODAY MY BEST FRIEND SLAPPED ME IN THE FACE.

They kept on walking until they found an oasis, where they decided to take a bath.
The one who had been slapped got stuck in the mire and started drowning, but the friend saved him. After he recovered from the near drowning, he wrote on a stone:

TODAY MY BEST FRIEND SAVED MY LIFE.

The friend who had slapped and saved his best friend asked him, "After I hurt you, you wrote in the sand and now, you write on a stone, why?"
The other friend replied "When someone hurts us we should write it down in sand where winds of forgiveness can erase it away. But, when someone does something good for us, we must engrave it in stone where no wind can ever erase it."

LEARN TO WRITE YOUR HURTS IN THE SAND AND TO CARVE YOUR BENEFITS IN STONE.

Do not value the THINGS you have in your life. But value WHO you have in your life!
 

N thats wat I did my fren *wink*

Cracks in a friendship

U were there when I was depressed...when I was in pain yet
there was a gap building between us which was not
seen by either of us. But we haven't gotten a chance to talk about it to one on one.
A true friend is someone who see the pain in your eyes while everyone else see the smile on your face.But yet this time round u forgot to see the tears in my eyes.
Its sad when you thought that u found a friend who walks close to u to protect u from everything but u didnt know that when you walk right past them they were never a big part of your life but just a small one. How you used to be able to talk for hours, and now you can barely even look at each other.

Whatever happens you will be one of those who had left a permenent footprint in my life.....

FriendShip

FriendShip- some are blessed with good ones and some unfortunately the bad ones.
I lost all my Close friends ones a tsunami striked. Life was covered in darkness.I spend hours standing at the seaside waiting to find something.
Then I saw a light shining from far in the water...I walked towards it and grabbed it in my hands. Happiness was overwhelming me. Thought finally I had found a gem in a deep ocean. I was filled with unexplained happiness. But wen the sun wen down i realised the thing i was grabbing was juz a plain stone which was shining like a diamond due to the sun's rays. Now im back alone in the lonely seaside once again hoping to find something. 

"Misfortune shows those who are not really friends."

Incomplete Dreamz

 Sometimes, no matter how much faith we have, we lose someone we love deeply and truthly.But you never forget them.And sometimes,it's those memories that give us the strength to go on.So treasure them never lost them. Everybody have something to say about love. Be it cynical, meaningful, sad, cute or funny, the list goes on. Some love u seen may inspire and strengthen your belief about love while others can be treated as cute jokes that reflect the unpleasant parts of love. Either way, the fact that exist already goes to show... love is all around us. Some are lucky some are just unlucky but its not the fault of love. Its the fault of lovers themselves.

For my incomplete dream,

You may be out of my sight...

but never out of my mind...

practically every moment

of the day you are in my thoughts.
I miss you alot.....

The Perfect love story

From the very Begining, the girl's family objected strongly on her dating this guy. Saying that it has got to do with family background & that the girl will have to suffer for the rest of her life if she were to be with him. Due to family's pressure, the couple quarrel very often. Though the girl love the guy deeply, but she always ask him: "How deep is your love for me?"As the guy is not good with his words, this often cause the girl to be very upset. With that & the family's pressure, the girl often vent her anger on him. As for him, he only endure it in silence.After a couple of years, the guy finally graduated & decided to further his studies in overseas. Before leaving, he proposed to the girl: "I'm not very good with words. But all I know is that I love you. If you allow me, I will take care of you for the rest of my life. As for your family, I'll try my best to talk them round. Will you marry me?" The girl agreed, & with the guy's determination, the family finally gave in & agreed to let them get married. So before he leave, they got engaged. The girl went out to the working society, whereas the guy was overseas, continuing his studies. They sent their love through emails & phone calls. Though it's hard, but both never thought of giving up.

One day, while the girl was on her way to work, she was knocked down by a car that lost control.When she woke up, she saw her parents beside her bed. She realised that she was badly injured. Seeing her mum crying, she wanted to comfort her. But she realized that all that could come out of her mouth was just a sigh. She has lost her voice......
The doctors says that the impact on her brain has caused her to lose her voice. Listening to her parents' comfort, but with nothing coming out from her, she broke down.
During the stay in hospital, besides silence cry,.....it's still just silence cry that companied her. Upon reaching home, everything seems to be the same. Except for the ringing tone of the phone. Which pierced into her heart everytime it rang. She does not wish to let the guy know. & not wanting to be a burden to him, she wrote a letter to him saying that she does not wish to wait any longer.
With that, she sent the ring back to him. In return, the guy sent millions & millions of reply, and countless of phonecalls,.. all the girl could do, besides crying, is still crying....
The parents decided to move away, hoping that she could eventually forget everything & be happy.
With a new environment, the girl learn sign language & started a new life. Telling herself everyday that she must forget the guy. One day, her friend came & told her that he's back. She asked her friend not to let him know what happened to her. Since then, there wasn't anymore news of him.
A year has passed & her friend came with an envelope, containing an invitation card for the guy's wedding. The girl was shattered. When she open the letter, she saw her name in it instead.

When she was about to ask her friend what's going on, she saw the guy standing in front of her. He used sign language telling her "I've spent a year's time to learn sign language. Just to let you know that I've not forgotten our promise. Let me have the chance to be your voice. I Love You. With that, he slipped the ring back into her finger. The girl finally smiled.

Let the action Begin...

Hmm ok this is the first time im blogging so bear with me if there is any mistakes. Im a gal with different emotions conquering me. Smehow losted in her own darkness.

Expect nothing, live frugally on surprise. Recent years had been full of surprises and  lessons for me to learn from.  It was a veri tough journey yet i survived thru it.Currently going thru a major disappointment in my life. The one important lesson i was taught was Life's challenges are not supposed to paralyse you, they're supposed to help you discover who you are. What everyone wants from life is continuous and genuine happiness. So I have start my journey to look for mine which is lost or maybe hidding somewhere.